Stronger than yesterday

Yesterday,
You blamed me for something that i haven't done
something to start a new bicker
something to break up the love 
something to break up the bond


Yesterday,
you wanted me out of your life
Something that you wanted all this while
Something that will shatter me
Something that will make me cry


Yesterday was past
yesterday was black
yesterday was something that was out of the track


yesterday was bleak
yesterday was insult
yesterday was something like a hurtful tumult.


Its not just yesterday
Its every freaking day
when you torment me 
and later apologize and come back


but let me tell you now


yesterday was bad 
yesterday was shame
but now am just sick and out of your stupid game.


Yesterday was past
Yesterday is gone
yesterday is what that made me even more strong.  

Teardrop

Resided in your lovely dark eyes
Wanted to be immersed in them forever
Wanted you to hold me tight and never let go
Your smiling face in front of the mirror
Every morning was what I longed to see.


You after your bath
Sat in front of the mirror
Stared back at the mirror lovingly
and all the while I just admired your beauty
You gently pushed back the few strands
of damp hair from me and tied them in a bun
and gave a final smile at the mirror.


Today is different,today is special
You are wearing a lovely red dress 
with a hint of extra makeup on your face
though you don't need any of that
you'll be beautiful to me always regardless of how you look or what you'r wearing
Tell me are you going somewhere love?
Meeting someone special?
All i can do is wait and see the surprise through your beautiful eyes.


I can see you with a man now
He is holding you and you are all cuddled beside him
How I envy him that he can hold you,touch you
But I console myself
Because whatever that man is to you
He can never take my place 
Because I am forever in your enchanting eyes.


Today is different,today is hard
He is staring at you with a grim face
No understanding,no love in his eyes
He gives a final look at you and leaves
Doesn't even care about the pain you are going through right now
But love,I do
I do,please don't leave me I beg
But thats when you let go of me
I trickled down your otherwise serene seraphic face
Which has turned remorseful today
a single mere drop of tear is what I am to you..... 

Photography

We are going to some mall or somewhere…some time out with friends or family...we take a camera along with us and snap away pics. We try to capture as many silly, happy, fun moments as we can. Each photo depicts a story. After 3-4 years when we look at them, we try to recall the memory…try to relive the moment again. The feeling is so pleasant when we look at the smiling faces on the photo that we also smile unknowingly. Taking photos of friends and family is a fun task.

 Some people take up photography as a hobby and some people also have photography as their career. My biological brother has also taken up photography as his hobby. Earlier I used to think ‘what interests him in clicking pictures and then later spending hours in front of the PC editing them?’ But now I know. As I said every photo has its own story. It’s really fun deciphering the mystery behind that smile, those eyes, those lips, the blue sky, the setting sun, the broken door, the unfinished painting…. Its amazing to see how such a small thing as a camera can capture so many vivid colors and tell so many stories.

A good photo can bring a change pensive minds to happy minds, make us thoughtful…can even change the world .Now I can also say that “A good camera is mightier than the gun” lol :P :P  With a little practice and some knowledge about photography one can also be a good photographer but the thing should come from the inside.One can try out photography casually here and there but not take it up as a career if he/she is not interested in it.Just because your friend is doing it doesn’t mean that you should also do it(and one should also not do it if one’s mummy or daddy is pushing them near a hungry lion or something dangerous like that because their neighbour  some is some Chase Jarvis and they also want their child to be one…well you’ll be very lucky if you have such an amazing neighbour).Maybe you have some other talent..!! So friends am ending here. Keep clickin..! 

Do view my brother's photography here.

Then and Now...

I prowled around freely beside my mother

My father leading us through the thickets

Played with my siblings in the afternoon sun

The brightness smiling upon us.

I used to explore the greenery

A curious and observant cub as i was

I was once fearless and courageous and challenged everything that came my way

As because I was a tiger cub

But now,now everything has changed as I have grown up

The thickets are gone,the greenery lost

The afternoon sun scorching

My fearlessness is gone,my courage diminished

All because of a demon called human

I now walk,measuring my steps on my very own land

Search around for threats in alarm

I fear for my children more than me

Just because of the ruthless creature called man

He is cruel,he is powerful, and he's got all sorts of traps

He can kill us all at once

which he has done before

with just one flick of his hand

And now all I do is pray to God

That He lead us to a better land

Where all the tigers and all the various other animals can strive peacefully

And where no injustice stands

(I know it dsnt rhyme....!!sorry..)

Girl in the Mirror

I was once lost and scared

people came and consoled a lot

explained me stuffs

wished me good luck

told me to "try and be happy"

But then I saw a girl

she was standing there

near the door

I wondered who she is

where she is from

She looked lost...scared...tired

she was looking at me

I was staring back at her

her black eyes questioning me

the same questions that were running through my mind

I was somewhat dazed

I smiled at her to cheer her up

she smiled back

I moved forward for a handshake

she too walked towards me

suddenly I laughed

and she also laughed

we both looked at each other

and smiled

It was a mirror

with my reflection on it

I found it funny

how I had myself

become my own consoler

hapiness lies within

is what the girl in the mirror taught me

Boredom

Boredom! Boredom! everywhere

I find it in everyone and everywhere i stare

In the school and in my house

In love and everywhere people lounge

In the school I find teachers loitering

Nothing to do rather than jabbering

They scream and shout and touch up their make up

They talk about studies and how to just mug up

They bore me a lot ,they bore me the extreme

They bore me as much as no one can dream

The girls in my class oh they are so rude
They talk about boys and are full of attitude

They talk about dates,they talk about apparels

They giggle in between and talk just senseless

The boys in my class are very good pals

But they bore me the most when they talk about gals

They talk about cars,they talk about bikes

It's okay till they don't talk about chicks

And then comes the category of uncles and aunts

they never arrive on time and just know how to gulp up stuffs

They gossip and gossip till its late night

They never get tired but know how to bore me up right

There are millions of people in this world

Most have nothing to do and just act blur

For all those people I have just one thing to say

Just get a life and stop freakin other people away

And here I end my boring rhyme

With just another word or two to declare

Boredom!Boredom! everywhere

I find it in everyone and everywhere i stare

The above stuff shouldnt be taken seriously.No offence meant while writing this....Its just that i was gettin bored and this stuff came into my mind..

Indian Weddings

A few days ago I went to a wedding,a typical Indian wedding.As usual was observing people.One of my friend happened to be there and accompanied me the whole evening.She told me the reason of her arrival "Mujhe bas khane se matlab hai" ("All i care about is gorging on food") and sure she proved that.One after the other she tried loads of stuffs while i had only one thing is mind 'I'll go home and have dinner whicj I cooked. No way am eating all this.' But I was bound to eat something so had some stuffs.Well yea I was observing people there and the thing that caught my attention were the species of aunties.It was a cold winter night and I was all wrapped up in my leather jacket but lookin at those aunties it seemed as if it was summer.They had brought shawls with themselves.Occasionally they wrapped it around themselves and after some time put it off and keep them on their laps.The wedding was held at an open lawn so it was really cold....but the chill doesnt bother the aunties.The aunties reminded me of my childhood days when i refused to wear sweaters while going out some where during winters because i thought it would mar my frock's beauty and no one will praise my beautiful frock's embroidery etc (see how fashion conscious I was then unlike now) Around 10 food was served...ah..lovely food...the main attraction of such events.The groom did arrive before the food was served only to be greeted by some family members and some girls...including me and my friend while the others were at the other end of the lawn...uh..eating.The happiness on my friend's face was remarkable as it was dinner time and 'use toh bas khane se matlab hai' (all she cares about is gorging on food).I just had salad and pasta as I had other plans inside my head and after an hour or so we came back home at around 12.I had dinner and then sat down to write this blog post.